"Por alguna extraña razón -o puede que sea intuición- queremos creer que la vida es algo más que nacer, crecer, alimentarse, disfrutar de un bienestar personal más o menos sofisticado y, luego, morir."

(from the other day)

Erica acts like a fucking 15 year-old girl. I swear she's bitter about everything, she whines 24/7, if things don't go her way she yells and ignores you for the rest of the day, if you says something that slightly upsets her even though its true she finds 50 harsh things and spots them all at you one after another (it got to the point where I just broke down and started crying right there), she's a bitch, she walks like 10 seconds ahead everywhere and leaves without saying a word and we spend 20 minutes looking for her, then when we find her she says "nobody cares where I am anyways" when nobody had done or said anything. This has happened several times. There is not a single fucking day she doesn't say anything about my hair. "It looks fucking disgusting, I want to throw up just looking at it" "you know you should try brushing it sometime, I'm embarrassed just to be seen with you" "why don't you straighten it like normal girls" "maybe you should start fixing your hair, maybe that way you would look pretty"

And my dad. My dad doesn't look happy to be with us ever.

this is one of the most accurate posts i've seen

one of the worst moments in life is probably when you’re in a room full of people and you look around and see them all talking and laughing and all of sudden you feel so sad and lonely that you can even feel a physical pain in your chest because you realize that they all belong to someone and they all have someone who belongs to them and you don’t, you’re just kind of there

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3. Clinic staff, Mayo (2012, Jul, 09). Interstitial lung disease: causes . retrieved Nov 24 2012 , from Mayo Clinic Web Site: http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/interstitial-lung-disease/DS00592/DSECTION=causes

4. Interstitial Lung Diseases. (n.d) retrieved Nov 24 2012, from Medline Plus Web Site: http://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/interstitiallungdiseases.html

the essay question is: "what makes you unique?"

nothing. nothing makes me unique. i'm made up of ideas pulled from here and there. i read books that others read and i watch movies that others watch. i don't possess some incredible talent or have a effortless beautiful face that makes me distinct. my life is vapid and nothing seems to change.

Mirror

I am silver and exact. I have no preconceptions.

Whatever I see I swallow immediately

Just as it is, unmisted by love or dislike.

I am not cruel, only truthful -

The eye of a little god, four-cornered.

Most of the time I meditate on the opposite wall.

It is pink, with speckles.
I have looked at it so long

I think it is a part of my heart.
But it flickers.

Faces and darkness separate us over and over.
Now I am a lake.
A woman bends over me,

Searching my reaches for what she really is.

Then she turns to those liars, the candles or the moon.

I see her back and reflect it faithfully.

She rewards me with tears and the agitation of hands.

I am important to her.
She comes and goes.

Each morning it is her face that replaces the darkness.

In me she has drowned a young girl, and in me an old woman

Rises toward her day after day, like a terrible fish.

tell me all the ways i can make myself right in your eyes

http://www.wmdt.com/story/18402048/easton-high-school-attack-foiled

tomorrow is going to be great
i get to see Taylor, Luz, Bry and maybe Kenia
Kreayshawn and a gram of green

so i'm caught up with gossip girl

transfer

cheers for legalized gay marriage in maryland [][][][][][][]

my posts are immature, grammatically incorrect and whiney but that's just life isn't it

One thing that really makes me mad is when people are ignorant towards other people beliefs (in this case political beliefs) and apathetic. People who say "who cares about politics" or "everyone just calm the fuck down" or "we can't even vote so?" really pisses me off; people can support their party or talk about politics openly if they fucking want to. They don't need some dumbass high-schooler to tell them to stop. Also, I hope they realize that we're voting in the next election and it will fucking matter: why not start caring now?. Other things that piss me off are when people are like "If __________ wins I'm moving to __________" no you're not. or hating the opposing candidate and bashing on him when you don't even know what he stands for; try looking at both sides.

obama is re-elected! 

i got on my polyvore and found these:

i made this one to make a point (almost all tumblr "cat" girls wear the same thing)

jane halloween costume

juno costume

daria costume

new ones!

So today is election day and to partake in the political havoc we did a mock (it wasn't funny ugh) presidential debate with Sarah Wood as Romney and Patrick Firth as Obama. It was pretty entertaining and they both stuck to their principles. They brought up pretty much every "hot" topic and discussed it as thoroughly as they could, well Patrick did, Sarah had bitchier remarks.

Also, this is my parents first time voting in a Presidential election (they became citizens shortly after the 2008 election) and I'm probably more excited for them about it than they are (actually, they don't show any emotion toward it)

happy election day!

october

nighttime:

matt and kim

oberhofer

halloween

music:

i'm not going to teach you boyfriend how to dance // black kids 

teen creeps // no age

lovely cup // group love

search and destroy // iggy pop and the stooges 

bohemian rhapsody // queen

midnight city // m83 

my body // young the giant 

heads will roll // yeah yeah yeahs

how long have you known // dive 

days are gone / burning hotels 

teenage lust // the jesus, mary chain

books:

movies:

school:

failed talent show

pop culture:

presidential/vice debates

question 6,7

other:

i saw emily!

I've listened to the same album like 10 times in 2 days..

This month wasn't as eventful as I wanted it to be to, but it was good overall. I'm looking forward to this month because:

• Waterfowl
• Kreayshawn
• Florida 
• Thanksgiving

I've never been this bored since I believed in Jesus